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11:50 am
[Link] | Erika is wrting about nigger babies, and kyle is just chillin. Fuuuuck. Stockss are the shit. we're gonna win. and beat kyles nigger ass all the way. With bamboo sticks and douhes, ohh and also anal beads. HEll YEAH!!! SOME ASSHOLE IS GOING TO HURT.PREFERRBLY...MINE.
I LOVE DIRTY MEXICANS IN MY FRONT YARDS, OH AND RIM JOBS. WANNA WATHC ME DANCE FOR YOU?? ILL SERINADE YOU INO MY CLOSET AND BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF YOU. THEN I'LL CLEASNE OUR ASSHOLE WITH ANCIENT HERBS. THEN WELL FUCK REVERSE COWGIRL STYLE.
Oh shit, what a day.
Grey goose got me feeling loooooooooooooooooooose.
Peace nigga!
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10:35 pm
[Link] | I want to cry soo hard right know but I just can't do it...
Did I forget to mention that I hate my life right know?
grrr
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09:29 pm
[Link] | Junior year sucks...really. This year has been baad. From classes to best "friends", it has been uter shit. I hate life. Wow.
For some stupid reason I thought that junior year was going to be alot of fun...sophmore year was wayyy better. Seriously..wtf?
I cant sleep...my room is a mess and has cloths in the corner. I dont want to pick them up...even though cant sleep without picking my shit up.
Gahhh...Tennis sucks, my classes suck, freshman suck. Yeah freshman are bitches this year. Im sticking with this.
What happened? this year has gone to shit. I dont really even have best friends anymore...besides Erika, I have Adam and other people that I just say hey to. But, the twins have problems with keeping their old friends once they have "boyfriends". Me, the twins, and Erika were inseperable last year, and now they are to busy for us because they have dick to take care of. We basically consider them ghosts.
Whatever...they have no-one except for mike and gino. Oh god, gino. Kill me.
I want to get a punching bad with their faces on it...is that possible?
I wanna say that I need a beer, and a cigarette but I dont do neither. I just need something to make this year better.
Friends dont help, school, sports.
The only thing that im half excited about is homecoming. But even then im going with the twins...adam hasnt asked me yet, and im too god dam busy to make barely any of the skit practices or soccer. yeah adam hasnt asked me yet,. Hes my boyfriend and I know we'll go together..but its my thing so lay off. kthanks.
Wow I miss live journal. It deals with all my problems. I can actually breathe now. kthanks bye...
Current Mood:  angry
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08:26 pm
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Here we go...
I know that I havnt updated in a while....I was just looking back on some of the things I put in here and they were really immature. Starting off all the times I was complaining about adam...WOW. I was being a total mis-understading, immature, non-appreciative girlfriend. And to make up for it would be safe to say that Adam nunez is 100% perfect and has every aspect of what I want in my husband....I take back alll the complaints...there should have been none. I love you adam with all my heart <3
~Natalie
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05:03 pm
[Link] | School life
What is your favorite class? Spanish
Least favorite?: Math
Who is your favorite teacher?: Mr. Hahn
What time is your lunch?: 12:10-1:05
Where do you eat lunch?: Depends on the day
What kind of grades do you get?: Usually a's and b;s but sometimes c's
Are you on the National Honors Committee?: Not that I know of
What time does school start?: for me,7:15
How do you get to school?: Mommy dearest
What time does it end?: 2:35, or later depending on the mood mah teachers in.
How do you get home?: Adam, or my dad.
Are you in any sports or clubs?: umm, diving, soccer, gymnastics.
Do you have a locker?: No, our school it to poor to even afford paper.
Does shit fall on you when you open your locker?: no sir ree.
How many periods do you have?: 4
Do you like school?: Yes very much except for the whole getting up in the morning.
Do you attend sporting events?: ofcorse!
Do you have school spirit?: Sure do
Random Questions
Do what is your favorite computer game?: Sims..the one where you build your dream house.
Console game?: awhat?
Do you drink pop?: Rare but sometimes.
Do you have white teeth?: I think most people do.
Do you shave?: mhmmm
What shampoo do you use? Dove
Do you eat alot of food?: I guess you could say so..
What was the longest you went without food?: Hmmm...about 2 days when I was sick.
Do you play sports?: yep
If so, what are they?: soccer, diving, gym..and yeah
Any other activities?: car washing, cleaning, if thats an activity.
Do you like anybody at the moment?: Yuup
Does anybody like you?: Im pretty sure that he does
Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: Basically
Would you go out with an unattractive person?: not to be rude but I couldnt force myself to like someone if they werent attractive to me.
Favorite's
food: You got me there
band: Third eye blind
singer: Tim McGraw, Kenny Chesney, brad paisly, dixie chicks,...wayyy to many.
actor: Adam sandler.
store: hollister,and A&F.
car: Soon to be Jetta or honda civic...
state: Only have seen one
country: USA
website:You got me again
disney movie: The litle mermaid.
movie: The Goonies and many more.
sports team: GIANTS!!!!!!!
animal: MMM...Lame (tina)
clothing brand: once again..holli/A&F
drink: ?
pop: Dr. Pepper
soap: Dove normal kind
color: violet,blue.
number: 6 does it for me.
quote: ???
song: Wayy to many.
Have you ever....
Climbed a mountain: Yes
Sang on stage?: no
Been on stage?: Yeah
Been in a play?: yes
If so, who were you?: Rabbit
Been to New York?: Nope
Been to Hawaii?: Negative
Been to Washington No
Been to Kentucky?: No
Killed someone?: No
Been in love?: Yes
Been heartbroken?: who hasnt
broken a promise?: Unfortunatly
Told a secret?: Yup
Spread gossip?: Im not sure.
Dressed in front of the opposite sex?: my cousin when i was little
Gone scuba diving?: no
Got really drunk?: no
Done drugs?: ugh.. no
Hitchhiked?: pfft no
Stole something?: Maybe some candy from albertsons outa the plastic bins.
Skinny dipped?: yes, with my cousin.
Done a polar bear swim?: Yup and was great.
Broken somebodies heart?: Im not sure
Broken a bone?: 3 of my toes, and one thumb
Called 911?: nope
Saved a life?: nope
Almost died?: When I was a baby I fell into the pool when my parents were talking with the neighbors.
Been in the hospital?: yes
Lost someone?: Yes
been really scared?: who isnt afraid of the dark?
Pepsi or coke: coke
Water or sports drink: Water
Orange or black: orange
PC or mac: PC
Kerry or Bush: Bush
Meat or veggies: meat
dog or cat: dog
run or walk: run
Football or basketball: both
bystander or athlete: Athlete
summer or winter: summer rules all
ski or snow board: snowboard
Night or day: depend on the mood
life or death: Life
Ashton or Orlando: Orlando
white or black: color of skin or just color?
Policeman or firefighter: Firefighter
nintendo or play station: Good old Nintendo
Your Opinion on
Bush: okay
Kerry: I Have no clue
sex: Its okay if your head over heals in love and over 15.
Gay marriages: let them be happy
racism: Sometimes
porn: Funny?
religion: Christian
religion in schools: Its a yes
Pollution: No way!
war: Noooooooooooooo
Hilary Duff: Shes okay, but I perfer someone who had natural beauty/talent.
Micheal Jackson: very talented..love the guy
Martha Stewart: I know my mom does
Your Childhood
Favorite childhood tv show?: Rugrats, rockos modern life, and angry beaver.
did you sleep with stuffed animals?: No
Were you a fat kid?: more like short and stubby.
How much did you weigh at birth?: I guess that where i can say i was a fat baby...10 pounds.
Were you a brat?: Parents claim i was.
Did you experiance second hand smoke?: maybe from my aunt..but no.
Your friends were: Alot of fun and still are.
pets you had: dog, two cats, and 1 fish.
ever set anything on fire when you were little?: almost my hair.
Did you ever stick a knife in the electrical outlet?: I dont think so.
What did you want to be when you grew up?: A zoo keeper
Your favorite color was: Blue
The future
Do you want to have kids? 4 of them
Do you want to get married?: Yes
Do you want to go to college?: yes
What do you want to be?: Hygentist or dentist
Where you ou like to live? close by not far away.
What do you plan to do in the next ten years?: going to college, finding that special someone, living in a nice home, and be happy.
Own a house or an apartment?: House
when will you move out of the parental unit's house?: Not sure
Will you/ do you already vote: No
go in the military?: No way.
Right now
How do you feel?: I have the cold
what are you wearing?: addias, and a ghs sweatshirt
Are you on a messenger?: No
Eating/drinking anything?: Water
What underwear are you wearing?: Is that necessary?
What time is it?:5:35
What room are you in?: living room
who is home?: mom, dad, and me.
what do you hear?: the TV
are you imiging anyone?: hhmm now that I thik of it yes.
Talking to anyone on the phone?: No
where will you be in 2 hours?: At adams dad's house.
The last
thing you drank: Water
thing you ate: sandwhich
shower: around 3:15
bath: I think a year ago.
book you read: Hes just not that into you.
magazibe you read: teen vogue
person you talked to: Adam
person you IMed: No one
person you made out with: Just guess
thing you bought: 4 shirts from hollister
place you were other then here: Cg's and kg's.
Person you saw: Mom
word you wrote: a phone number
name you called: Mom.
went to the bathroom: this morning when i woke up.
Current Mood:  ditzy
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11:39 am
[Link] | ughhh...im sick and dont feel good at all. It majorly sucks because Im missing out on my spring break alot. Its sucks really bad.
On top of that theres always some other issues that need to be taken care of.
know that im on a break from everything..i miss it. I dont know how i survive throuout the summer. I cant stand sitting here watching the t.v. and having nothing to do and not being busy. I HATE IT! grrr...
Well it was fun updating i havnt done it in a while so illbe back..maybe
-natalie
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02:32 pm
[Link] | I MISS ERICKA RYAN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUCH!!! I didnt even get to say goodbye to her..:( Im sorry babeee I love yewwww!!
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06:21 pm
[Link] | So nothing is really new...I started diving about 2 weeks ago...needless to say, I did a helluv alot better last year...no varsity letter for me..(sigh)...
CIERRAS AND KRISTIANAS house totally rocked my whole year...seriously, it was the best thing I have ever been to! and its getting even better because theres another party this thursday, and then a trip to Yosemite umm two weeks from now..in which Erika fuckin Ryan cant go to! I LOVE YOU BABY!
Cg's and Kg's house:
~cancer patients
~spooning ~pmsing
~farting and soo much more...
~Girl scout cookies
~energy drinks
~Phone....someone...
~1..2...step
Ohh yes things are getting better w/the guys...things are working themselves out and im happy but still aware of the situation.
Oh yeah and saties was fun, it could have been better if there were more people and there wasnt a "freak police" but yeah so thats it.
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04:36 pm
[Link] | hmm....lets see??? Oh yes, another boring day in l-town. Same thing everyday...
Get up, get ready, eat, go to all the classes, come home, eat..again, do homework, go to diving, watch the telli, then talk on the phone and then go to bed. Sounds fun right???.....WRONG!
Im so sick of the same thing every single day...
I wish something amazing would happen..or somthing at least remotley out -of-th ordinary...but....itll never happen. Mah life is soo boring as of right now.
And the funny thing is...im kinda enjoying it.
So kill me for complaining.
Oh and if your going to leave comments at least have the balls to put who you are...thankx!
Love natalie
Current Mood: mhmmmm
Current Music: every time I say goodbye I cry a little
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05:03 pm
[Link] | This week is going by really weird, and slow. Things are really weird and im not going to get used to them anytime soon. It sucks.
The only good thing about today was our new P.E. teacher named Mr. iglesias (hees mega-fine) Hes really really hot. (drool)
Song of the day! (actually song of the month)
Tim Mcgraw -my best friend
I never had no one, that I could count on
Ive been leT down so many times..
I was tired of searching, so tired of learnin,
till you walked into my life
it was a feelin that ive never known and for the first time,
ive never been alone..
Your moreeee than a lover, there could never be another, that makeS me feel the way I do..
and ohhhh, we just get closer, I fall in love all over
every time I look at you.
I dont know where Id be without you here with me...
Life with you makes perfect sence.....YOUR MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!
AWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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03:02 pm
[Link] | Sitting here like the fatass I am...I feel like chinese food soo incredibly bad. Gosh....oo, yeah last night I went over to cierras and kristianas house. It was alot of fun..but ended really fucked up and yeah...Nora, and Erika know what im talking about.
So, today im not really aloud to do anything. My parents seem to think that I can only handle one acivity a weekend.....parents are gay. Im protesting.
I cant wait for summer:
Tanning
summer cloths
Beautiful sunsets
milkshakes
bikeriding..(even tho I dont)
the list goes on and on and on and on.....
Really bored right know pleeze call someone!
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04:53 pm
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Dixie Chicks-without you...
Hmm, I havnt updated for about week or so...wtf? So alot has happened over the past couple of days.
I guess the main thing is confusion...when your you with someone else...you dont screw with the other person. (the past sentence swings both ways) in other words, hes not only cheated on me/cheated on me....hes doing the exact thing to someone els. Ull have to think about that one.
Guys never no what they want..its an unfortunate factor of having a ...(male organ) but yes...I am mainly confused myself...It you can go out with someone for almost a year..and it takes you only about two days to drop them...then you wonder if you actually loved/liked them in the first place.
Just wondering, and enjoying my freedom.
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05:03 pm
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All I ever talk about it sad stuff, so, heres the scope.
Being in a relationship is work...and for people who say "oh my gosh, there fighting again"...you dont know what your talking about. There is more to fights than just....well, fights. Along with that is feeling all wrapped in between.
Advise #1: Never date a guy who does wrestling. Thye get emocionally wrapped into it, and take whatever they can,..out on you.
My reasoning as to why im bitching...I told Adam I needed a break. It's just one of those times where you feel like nothing is going to change unless you go to extremes. I accomplished that today. And, unfortunatly, i later found out that it was our "8 months" being together...right after the wrestling tournament was lost. Good timing right? I fucked up. But, when your in a hurry to do something...you do it.
I hope the outcome is positive but I understand if he took it he wrond way. I would to if someone did that to me..but I just felt so crappy. I donno...
Advise would really help, so leeve comments.
Current Mood:  stressed
Current Music: Third eye blind
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07:09 pm
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Dont mean to sound random but......
This may sound weird but...I wish I had bigger teeth.
I was just looking at people's pictures and everyone one's teeths are so big, white, and beautiful.....maybe its the braces...
Countdown- 2months!
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06:48 pm
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I love this song and how it relates to relationships!
~Third Eye Blind - How's It Gonna Be Lyrics~
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder
What are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder
Is there anything I'm going to miss
I wonder How it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there is no one to talk to, between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like...
The hammocks by the doorway we spent time in
Swings empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was
always
about to hit
me
I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down
Hows it going to be
When your not around
Hows it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be.
Hows it going to be
When you don't know me any more
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivian
Wanna taste the soul of your skin
The soft dive of oblivian
Oblivian
How's it going to be
When you don't know me any more
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
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03:35 pm
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I straight up just dont giva shit anymore.
Thease are a couple words that are going to describe today...
~excrusiating
~horiffying
~stupid
~upset
~weird
and last but not least......just so friggin confused!
Lets just say that I have never doubted this relationship before, today....I have accomplished that.
One thing with guys, no matter how much you think you know them....you dont. Yeah they can be "different" than all of the others...but no, they're not. SO DONT BELIEVE IT! As most of you know, Adam upset me alot today...ALOT! This isnt the kind of thing wher its like "oh mah god he talked to another girl"....its wayyyy bigger than that..MAJORLY!
So now, I no longer have a date to winter ball, a corsage, or a cute little picture that you get taken.
Just for the record, I have been looking forward to this dance since the day after Homecoming...call me crazy???? Girls crave this kind of stuff. Especially me. I dont get my nails done just for the hell of it, my mom wont buy me a new dress every dance....so no affence but SCREW you for now. I seriously dont know how to get it through to you. AND ITS NOT FUNNY EITHER. It not that fact that you cant go...I understand that, its because your lack of caring. One day you will not have me, your gonna be the one laughing for a moment because you think Im joking, but when I make it final.....Im not going to be the one who your whiping your tears on. ( oh wait you wont be crying...youll be the one walking away)
One day ull get it, I wont chase after you anymore, I wont keep trying to call you back after you hang up, I wont do it. Im not a pushover to anyone, and Im especially not a pushover to a guy. No girl deserves to feel unwanted, and not cared for....even for a day ou of 1 million days. Just remember, one second, or one word can seriously damage a realationship. Things are going to change.....and your not going to like it.
Just watch
Current Mood:  indescribable
Current Music: alan jackson "remember when"
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08:15 pm
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Give me a year to undertand math and well maybe......maybe be on the same page.
This last week or so is seriously stressful. All of our finals are crammed into our brains the last week of the semester, deadlines, last chapter tests, trying to not fail so you can do sports....the list goes on and on. Need I say more?
So about winter ball...Im soo excited! Except for the fact that I dont get a new dress this year like everyone else. How lame is that? So, I guess Im going to wear my sisters velvet red dress that she wore 3 years ago (when she was mah size) Its alright, I still have to go in and alter in about 1 1/2 inches or so....fun fun fun. Oh yah I dont get mah hair done either, so im thinking of having it all down, and curling it all up! Oh, BTW , can you still go to W.B. if you have an "eff"?????? I hope so, that would suck soo0o bad 4 me!
So heres the scope
English- Fucking burg- b 85.8%
Algebra 1 -mr hahno! - D 63.9%
Spanish- Mrs. Stump- A 94.5 %
So, the grades could be doing better, (if it wasnt for math) Effing a!!! Seriously tho, why is it so easy 4 other people to do it?? I try to undertsand all the conceots, and it just doesnt click, IM NOT FUCKING INTELEGENT WITH MATH!! Its seriously the devil!
Current Mood:  fucking math!!!
Current Music: How are you doing since you did...
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04:27 pm
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About to get a gun, and shoot you...so dont screw with me!
Seriously, Liek today is full of fucking badness...its not even funny.I think everyone is having a bad day from what ive heard. First off, I get yelled at becasue I dont "make myself lunch" who the hell makes their own lunch for school???....umm NO ONE! ne ways, then I get ditched bye someone..~no names to be mentioned~ and then I get caught cheating on mah spanish test, and to top that off I started mah period. So, evething is just fucking wonderful.....
Oh and another thing ot worry about is passing mah math final, and my last math test...as if! The teacher moved me away from mah friend who "helps me out" So thats sucks also.
Life right know just sucks...I kind o feel like I have only one friend and thats Adam....I just feel crappy and in need of a major break from everything. I think I need a shrink...some one to takl to would be fabulous.
Only two more weeks right....thats what ill keep telling myself.
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06:14 pm
[Link] | SO..this would be mah first time updating in like..what?..a week? Yeah, so im lame. Anywayz, winter break was alright..I mostly hung out with Adam. I guess thats whats you get for having a boyfriend. It was awesome...but I wish I would have spent more time with some of mah girls!
I didnt hang out with lindsey....which, we talked about and never did!, No erica, becuase of things (god I love you for it!), and just about everyone else. So yeah...thats what I kinda hoped for.
Soo0o0o....midway into our break, my dad checks out the "history" of the sights on the comp. So, to make a long story short.....I got grounded for saying the "f" word, and talking about sex.
This is to ashlee: Heres the comment you wrote that my dad saw....Your sooo hawt!....I want to get a huge strap on and fuck you with it, adam might be a little jealous..but your mine bitch"....needless to say, my mom cried. Dont worry tho babe, they didnt know it was you! It was actually amussing...but they made me fell dredful!
~Things accomplished ova break~
~managed to understand algebra (thank the lord!!!)
~Going to Tahoe
~Reading a boook in only two days (never has been done b4)
~Didnt drink
~Bought my mommy th thing she wanted most
~Made adam happy
~got a bunch of new cloths! YEYAH (which I was in desperate need of!)
~And....basically...thats it!
Thats it all 4 now!
~Nat
Current Mood: ditzy
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08:06 am
[Link] | Okay,so who wakes up a eight o fucking clock in the morning? ....I DO!...geesh. Yeah so last night sucked. I was half naked in my room and my mom up and decides that she wants to randomely walk in....yeah way to go! Ne ways, I was standing there covering mah boobs and I tell her to freaking shut the door. So basically...im grounded until I dont have an attitude. What the fuck am I supposed to say.."hey mom nice to see you..do my boobs look any bigger?"....ehhhh NO!
So, then she makes me come in her room and talk to her, and then starts yelling at me because me and adam were looking at rings online....? I guess she thought it was a huge deal, and got really pissed and said if I dont knock it off, I wont be able to date him. Yeah, I live the cool life....
Conclusion....I FUCKING HATE PARENTS!
~Natalie
Current Mood: fucking parents...!..!..!..!
Current Music: only mine-kenny chesney
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